KayCeeBee is an old friend of mine. We use to attend the same church back when we were much younger adults. Anyway, she visited a recent post and offered this song as well. Someone has put the song to a slide show and even a few slides in the show are meaningful to me. So, here is a new song that is meaningful to my current dealings with the miscarriage.
Someone sent a private message to me and said that they thought I was less affected with this miscarriage because I had said that we were blessed and that it was unlocking treasures…um, …that I had reached for hope…and that we were in the hands of God. All of that is true. I would say that we are not LESS AFFECTED but affected differently. Grieving is a process. We revisit it. Because I am in the position of people-helping it is necessary to shield my personal world a little bit so I can serve; however, that does not mean I am not feeling, needing, fighting, yearning, hoping, hating like the rest of the world.
Eventually, I will post about some of this journey but, for now, I am processing. WE are processing.